Found this photo on my desktop, taken on my birthday by my friend. Was holding my boss's dog, I was kinda freaked out because i think I placed my hands on the wrong side. LOL?




Been working and working.... woo... Love december's weather. WEE!! I missed zoukout, son been tempting me!!! friends been msging me!!!! ARGHHH..... Anyways, I hate mac. Can't change blog skins and recently haven't been online because my wireless got problem, mac keep hanging ( think because i left my lap top on for few days.. LOL) ARGH.. anyone know how to install Microsoft word? Depserate for one. ARHHH.. i hate mac.


Anyways, I GONNA LOOK FOR OUT FLEA MARKETS! Just pack my closet, total I have 3 HUGE BAGS of unwanted clothes. Some not even worn. Anyone can guide me along? or interested to start one with me?!!! or even wanna buy from me?!?!!? CALL ME OK!!! love u darlings!

After checking out his friendster comments, talking to his ex fling happily, deleting his own comments from her comments, don't even know what he's been doing, contacting his ex flings.. etc......... Then I have to cut contact from everyone, even good friends.

For no reason he's sick, I kana for nothing just because he feels claims that he's sick and cranky, sn I HAVE TO UNDERSTAND.. so, I have to shut up and let him be. (Peeps, If i were to be sick or cranky, and treats him the way how he treated me, CFM will quarrel or kana scolding, then he will start babbing about how fuck up i m, how unreasonable i m.. etc. ) Don't wanna comment no more, i reckon he's gonna call and screw me up or even just break up... I even bought him a super thick jacket to surprise him for it's also for his own good, don't want him to fall sick at such weather but what i get was well... SHIT. Sickening. Came to a point whereby I don't feel so like... affected like how I used to. Probably just tired..

Nah.. Am tired . But don't know why I wanna go on. Maybe for the sake of 1 year. Maybe I always thought things will be better.

I kinda regret doing so much things and feel not being so appreciated but well, am sure someone out there will appreciate and be really glad about that. CHEERS!!!


Time to REALLY catch up with old buddies. WEEEEEEEEEEEEE..........


Darren's out of town. -________- hate it.





I go pang sai. bye!