I regretted geting back with him. I was happy without him, I really was. Now all he can do is whenever he's angry, he calls me a slut. Then now he twist his words, saying that he never lie... I m a fucking slut, it's over. Please, he just can never admit himself wrong.

To him, it's about him to change him, it's me that have to be changed. It;s me who cause him to change.

To me, it's about both of us. Despite what happened, we both have to adapt to each other and change together. when an arugement occus, both party has fault. But to him, it's always me, only me. If i argue back, he will say i started it. But to be fair, If i started it, he can back off , once he back off, an argument would not occur. He would never think his way. Super childish thinking. something hapened,
" you started what.. not me"
"You what"
"Please lah. go think lah.. i where got wrong, it's you lo"


But actually, Deeply i know he loves me.... Just that, his ego was controlling him. You know, if he could also change, our r/s definately will work out because I m more than willing to do so, ok, I m already really trying but he just kept showing me his attitude and temper, then when he get's mad, he will shout at me whereby i m keeping myself cool. I seriously feel that it will work but sadly, he ego has just ruined everything. I felt bad when I realised that my feelings aren't strong and I still wanna keep trying with him , i felt like i was lying to him instead. =\ BUT WHO CARES... should not feel guilty for such kind of turn off petty guy.


Wah, bth such kind of petty guy. Don't you agree meh? SUPER PETTY TO THE MAX and petty guys turns me off.


Girls, if you wanna go with someone, please find those that are no so proud and egolistic as this. This one is horrible and will never ad mit his fault one, cause he scared . I don't know what's with such guy. Seriously and honestly, he really digust me and make me feel super fan gan.


Suprisely, i didn't cry but was pissed that he actually have the guts to fuck me up for not trusting him then being contradicting.. Like I used to think that maybe the feelings are around, wasn't sure but now, I m sure. Feelings are as strong because if comes to such situation, I will spend my night crying but instead, after blogging the last post, i chat with darren till i doze off. damn shiok.


But girls, you know what's the best part after a break up and when tt guy msg you something and you know whatever he says it's gonna hurt you?


DELETE without reading it!! ( That is if you're sure that you don't want him anymore if not then hear what he has to say) And to me, it works. ^^



Time for work!