ahh.. DISAPPOINTMENT!

He told he when we broke up, he haven't being meeting any girl. But he did, some girl from clubs. He told me he haven't been chatting with any girl, but his flings.

I thought he was really faithful. But look at his firendster comments. Look at those girls. Still say I flirt. Look whose talking.


Gek xim sia. But well, it's alright, Am actually well prepared.


He just sent me a message after I told him I was sian about what happened with those girls and how he treated me when he's sick. HE'S BEEN THROWING HIS TEMPER AT ME. fucking hell.


Now he says " you continue sian lo, you got no right to say anythign. those comments were from before.. you totally can't say anything cos what you did was far worse, you're shit. I know I did nothing wrong n my conscience is clear, tt;s good enough for me. N from you, I see you slowly turning back to how you were."



- Yeah... When I do such things, You sian , you expect me to make it right for you. If not, you fuck me up.

-Know why am I so affected? Cause you lied.

-You know why you feel that u did nothing wrong? because you always feel that you're well despite what. Even to the extend frenching another girl in a club.


-PLease don't say I was turning back, if you realised, look at your attitude for the past few days. You're the one who'se showing temper. You're the one who's giving attitude. And I have to take a step back and remain calm. Please lah.. felt like he's stepping over my head. sickening.


Stop being a dastard.


Another msg, saying like, it's the leading one who always starts it. I only want the best for me. No preservernce to do anything.


THEN FUCK YOU CB?????

- yah what. I m always the leading one cause you can never have the guts to admit you starting at times too. Fuck dastard.

-Want to best for me? Who doesn't afer being treated like dog?

-No preserverence to do anything? THEN FUCK you . You try la.... I everything kan u . Then You find out I flirting with some flings, see you can preservenc and shit or not.. PLEASE lah.. don't talk like you super wei da. In this rs. it's ALLLL ABOUT YOU. Selfish bastard. Wah sickening childish asshole.


But think about it, I actually find it quite funny. It's like, he can never get my point and whenever I say point 1, he will presume it's point 2 and 3 but started on point 4. lol. Just reflected on the things we argued, I actually find it stupid. I mean things would be good if he learn some anger mangement because I sure did.. and am proud. ^^


How I wish he's like him because he knows how to treat me with respect, although we're just friends , but it would be nice if he learn from him like that in a r/s. =(



After calling my besties to talk about it, they went like " see, I told you liao...."
Mostly went " SEE, I TOLD YOU SO MANY TIMES LIAO!!!!!!!!" -> lol?!

but only one said.. " you just missed the best party ever" and this one made me feeeeel soooo depressed. BUT HEY, I sacrificed OK!? lol

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