Thursday, January 1, 2009

It's a brand new year but my life isn't getting any better. What I really want? Just a simple life. No complicated. But somehow or rather, seems like I m fated to lead such life.


Or maybe I m the cause of it. I always have hard time communicating with people and therefore people always misunderstood my actions. 


Scorpio Bitches (Reflects)

They can overplay their hands, however and be over possessive and even cruel and violent, both physically and verbally, when annoyed. 
Never forget a hurt or a slight. For the typical Scorpio, forgiveness can be difficult.Much of its knowledge is not easily communicated because it is beyond most people's understanding. 
When Scorpios try to communicate what they see, understand, or feel, they are often badly misunderstood. 
They then tend to keep silent because the misunderstanding that results from silence is better than the misunderstanding that comes from failed communication
one that will harbor long-term grudges. But Scorpio is also *slow to anger*. If others do not repeat hurts or add insult upon insult, Scorpio is no more vengeful or grudging than any other sign .
She won't choose her friends or lovers lightly; they have to measure up to her high standards. Once you are assured of her love don't worry that it will stray. 
As long as you are faithful and keep her happy a Scorpio will almost never betray you for physical promiscuity and for pay you back every kindness you gave her and to people whom she thinks deserving.""
Scorpio is probably the most feared and yet the most revered sign of the zodiac. Most Scorpios would not hurt a fly for they are as gentle, caring, and generous as they can be hard, cruel, and mean. 
It really depends how they are treated.This is a sign which demands respect and usually gets it. Scorpions are highly sensitive, emotional creators who are so easily hurt that they cannot bear to show their feelings for fear of being ridiculed.
Scorpios develop from an early age the ability to control such outer expressions of emotion, and remain dry-eyed. 
Capable of holding a grudge for the rest of their lives. Scorpio subjects are hardworking, generous, and very determined. 
Once they begin a task, they will be dedicated to finishing it.Thye can become obsessively devoted to a person, a cause, or a project.




This is me. Can someone understand me? LIKE PLEASE. So many fucking things happened to me and no one actually understand what's my intention. FOR EXAMPLE. zs... LOOK WHAT I DONE...  I ain't good with words so I use actions but often, he misjudge me.


Have you ever had one of your best friend falling for you? and you hurt your best friend without knowing it? Have you ever love someone who doubts your love? Have you ever have a mother who cares for you in the wrong way? Does your mom go around telling all your friends about your evil past? Have you ever fall for someone and you just wanna lead a simple life with that someone but realised that many things are standing in your way?


Do you have a mother who goes around telling people your things, spoiling your reputation and feels proud about it? and the fuck up thing is, SHE WILL NEVER ADMIT IS HER FAULT.


Sometimes, it may seems childish but I rather not continue this kinda life. I just wanna go away. I just want a simple life.




Just a happy simple life.

2 comments:

Leon said...

ah da ah da, u're jus gg through a rough patch huh.

lai lai, leonieee transformer into punching bag for u today. huat ar!

amanda said...

hehe!